Who Am I?

Who am I?
I am a child.
Your child.
I am a million little gifts
Rolled into one big
Mess of a woman.
Girl.
Mess of a girl.
Trying to find Your hand
Trying to find your face
In the midst of all the confusion.
This mess of a girl
Trying to bring up thereto down here.
So that I can spare
Others the hurt and the pain.
Trying to bring your grace
To this lonely place
Where the thief comes
To kill and destroy.
Not my will
But yours be done.
Im finished with the fun
and games of this life.


Who am I?
I am yours.
Take me as You find me
I will not conform
I will not transform
any longer to the patterns
Of this world.
But instead i will find my peace
I will find my rest
In the shadows of your wings.
I will be your hands
And your Feet,
Walking alongside you.
Trying to show the world who
You are, and what your son
The one and only one.
Did to cover our sin
and shame
and guilt.
How he was beaten
and bloody.
mocked
and ridculed.
And nailed to a cross,
saving the lost.
So that we could be found.
forgotten by the crowd
Denied by his own.
The seed that he'd sown.
And with his final breath,
He spoke the words
That have grasped my heart
"Not mine, but Your will be done"

Who am I?
I am your servant.
A maker of nations.
And singer of songs.
One who longs
To know your heart,
and love the things you love.
Seeking from above,
knowledge and wisdom.
Your kingdom come.
On Earth as it is in Heaven.
I am a peace maker,
artistic creator
of dreams.
Dreams that only You
Can make come true.
Dreams too big to dream
Yet, everyday I scream,
for your guidance
In a silent voice I scream.
Praying selfish prayers,
praying unworthy prayers.
But I fall down on my knees
Offering all of me.
All of my mistakes
All of my failures.
Falling flat on my Face,
So that it is your grace,
That must help me rise again.

Who am I?
I am Yours.

Summer. Love. =D.

God = Amazing.
So umm.
summer has been wonderful.
Straight A's on the report card.
girlfriend days with Lauren.
Silverhawks game.
The Cedar Point with raquel
Rhapsody and Green.
And Crazy nights with Raquel.
Lazy Days around the house.
Babysitting.
Playing on the lake.
Taking way to many pictures.
Messing around at laurens house.
And eating pity cream after church.
Going to graduation ceremonies,
and graduation parties,
and wondering what the future will hold.
Staring at the sky,
wondering when the world got so perfect.
Driving all over town just because I can.
Spending hours at the mall,
with one of my bestest friends.
Checking out boys,
buying new clothes.
Jamming out in the car,
with the sunroof open,
windows down,
radio's blasting.
Swimming in Rockys pool
and Playing guitar hero.
Sneaking out,
and watching movies =]
getting faces painted,
getting pictures with Cute boys,
and Getting numbers,
we thought were unreachable.
Indy with a really good friend,
and spending time with family.
Now, im off.
Getting ready to begin
The biggest journey,
yet, of my life.
And I will miss all my friends dearly.
I will miss the ones that i've had.
And the new ones that I've made.
This summer has absolutly been the best.

Love you
=D.

Schools out

The title about says it all.

Im excited, and a bit worried.
Things have changed. And Matt and I are no longer together. And stuff hurts. But God is pulling me through. He always has and Im thankful for that.
But this summer is going to be interesting.
The countdown to Mexico is on.
26 days.
agh.


its almost here.
and im not prepared.
and my emotions are all over the place.
But it is going to be sooo. wonderful. and amazing and great!!

Thanks to all of you who have sponsored me.
It means soooo much to me. You don't even know.
Thanks to all of you who plan on coming to the garage sale. and/or Ice cream social!
You are all appreciated.

yay! summer.